Swimmers arrived late but still in time. I'm hoping the stick will turn blue tomorrow or Wed. This is actually happening...I'm scared to death.

Well..the baby process is underway. Ordered the little swimmers to arrive Thursday or Friday. Started Clomid yesterday, which means I'm weepy and hyper sensitive. Will start OPKs tomorrow. I'm hoping for lots of baby dust, but trying not to hope too much.

I do find my self daydreaming about twins or triplets, but I know I'll struggle enough to raise one alone...can't imagine trying to feed 3 at a time!

tomboy dogs and princess pups

I got Christmas bows for the Maggie pup. After wrestling her to the ground and getting one in the fur above her ear, she looked adorable...for about 5 minutes. She started wrestling with Abby and there went the bow.

Sadie comes to me wanting bows and pretty things put on, but her hair is so short nothing will attach very well. She does seem to love her new pink "Lover Girl" bandana, she prances around quite proudly.

I'm beginning to see that Maggie is so NOT a girly dog, while Sadie is a princess, Abby I think falls in the middle. Unfortunatly the only one with long enough hair is the one who hates being fussed with. Weird how dogs can be tomboys or princesses. Weird how I notice these things...

good?

A broken foot, an out of control house, letters from the city saying the old mattress in my dump trailer is a public nuisance and I will be fined unless I remove it forth with, despite the trailer having a flat tire and the ground being covered in ice and snow.

But K and I have had the last two Friday nights out together, and she initiated it both times.

So maybe life isn't completely shitty.